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This is my gallery, I mean, it's not perfect or that great...But if you wish, you can look around, I guess...

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I LOVE dragons, I have always been fascinated by these wonderful creatures all of my life.

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Devious Info

Name: Flygon Pirate...but everyone calls me "Flygon" for short.

Interests: Games (especially TF2 and Pokemon), drawings, Role-Playing, Ezio Auditore (from AC II, Brotherhood, and Revalations)

Favourite movies: How to Train Your Dragon (1+2), Wreck-It-Ralph, The Illusionist (2006), Beetlejuice, Rescuers Down Under, Monty Python and the Holy Grail, Young Frankenstein, Pokémon Origins, Clue, Pacific Rim, Frozen, Rango, The Hobbit (Peter Jackson's versions), The Lego Movie (2014), Godzilla (2014),

Favorite TV Shows: Criminal Minds, Samurai Jack, *OLD* Spongebob Squarepants episodes (Season 1-3), Elementary, Mystery Theater 3000, Big Bang Theory, NCIS, The Crazy Ones, How It's Made,

Favourite genre of music: Movie/video game soundtracks, techno, rock, classical, Celtic, traditional Japanese music, instrumental world music

Favourite artist: Anyone that has art that has really good TF2, HTTYD, L4D, Assassin's Creed, Portal, and Pokemon fan art...as well as dragon artwork and a few other things.

Favourite photographer: ...A photographer that can take really good pictures.

Favourite style of art: Anything that catches my attention, really.

MP3 player of choice: A good, working MP3 player that will hold all of my music.

Wallpaper of choice: Anything TF2, Dragons, Pokemon, Assassin's Creed (ESPECIALLY with Ezio), Portal, L.A. Noire, Red Dead Redemption...just any wallpaper that sparks my interests.

Favourite games: Team Fortress 2, Pokemon, Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim, Left 4 Dead (1+2), Portal 2, Garry's Mod, Assassin's Creed (All of them), Spore, L.A. Noire, Animal Crossing series, Conker's Bad Fur Day, Red Dead Redemption, Sinistar, Super Smash Bros. series, The Sims series, Donkey Kong 64, Mystical Ninja: Staring Goemon, Kingdom Hearts (I-II), FallOut: New Vegas, MineCraft, Super Mario 64, Super Mario World, Paper Mario, Banjo-Kazooie and Tooie, Yoshi Story, Spore, Goat Simulator (2014), Pokémon Art Academy,

Favourite gaming platform: Anything...but I love the Xbox 360, 3DS, and Nintendo 64...

Favourite Characters: Ezio Auditore da Firenze (Assassin's Creed 2 through Revelations), McLeach (Rescuers Down Under), Toothless (How to Train Your Dragon), Paarthunax (Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim), Engineer (Team Fortress 2), Cheshire Cat (American McGee Alice in Wonderland and Alice: Madness Returns), John Marston (Red Dead Redemption), Wheatley (Portal 2), Smaug the Dragon (Peter Jackson's version), Rattlesnake Jake (Rango), N (Pokémon Black and White), Dracula/Gabriel Belmont (Castlevania: Lords of Shadow 2)

Personal Quote: "Fuck my social life....wait, what social life do I have?!"

Tools of the Trade: Colored pencils and imagination

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FlygonPirate
Flygon Pirate
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
This is my profile obviously. Haven't updated this thing in a while...so...

I am depressed and lonely as fuck. I feel like nothing really matters to me anymore, I believe everyone doesn't want to be around me, I hate myself very much, and I feel so utterly hopeless. I have accepted this because I'm lonely...yet I do get annoyed around other people. Basically, I'm an impossible wallflower to be around. Don't try to stick around to help me, I'm NOTHING MORE THAN A WASTE OF TIME!!!! Oh, and if I am filler for your friend list, kindly remove me...BECAUSE CLEARLY I AM COMPLETELY USELESS TO EVERYONE!!! Obviously, I have conflicting issues and I'm not really the happiest of people anymore. So don't try to convince me that "everything is okay". Because it isn't, and I'm no longer in the mood to be played as a fool. Hell, I am no longer in the mood to joke around and shit...so if I seem angry, bitter, and unlikeable....that's why. If you are honest and say that I really am unlikeable and a lost cause, I will applaud for your sincere honesty and will hold no grudge against you....unless you rub it in my face like a dick...then we'll have some problems.

I usually draw traditional artwork. My works usually includes characters from How to Train Your Dragon, Pokémon, and various other things I can draw. I mostly draw Dragons. I KNOW I am not the best artists, hell, I think I'm mediocre at best. You've seen how lazily I color backgrounds because when I actually "try" to draw backgrounds, it looks godawful.

My favorite fandoms include Skyrim/Elder Scrolls (Mostly Skyrim), How to Train Your Dragon, Pokémon, and Assassin's Creed. There are other things I like, but I'm not going to take the time to name every single one of them.

***PLEASE DO NOT ASK FOR POINTS, ART REQUESTS, COMMENT ABOUT SELF-ADVERTISING OR ASK FOR WATCHES. I WILL IGNORE ALL OF THOSE AND HIDE THESE COMMENTS. IF YOU KEEP THIS UP, I WILL BLOCK YOU WITH NO WARNING***

I will do:

-Art Trades
-PayPal Commissions

That's it. So do NOT ask for requests if you want art from me done. I will say no. I don't care how much you beg, I will NOT do free requests or point commissions. SO QUIT ASKING!!!!!
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....Just Fuck It!

Journal Entry: Sun Aug 23, 2015, 11:50 PM
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Dammit, I can never last long in silence. The emptiness and loneliness DESTROYS ME!

Whatever, right? It's all old news from here. I'm depressed as fuck, I have trust issues...nothing new here, that's for sure.

But this trend I have been seeing, for years actually, has always been coming up when it comes to "attempting" socializing with anyone. Let me explain as best as I can...

Obviously, I have major trust issues. That's a given. But what REALLY bothers me is when people who I do not know call me "a friend" out of the blue. Why?! That makes no sense. You can argue that online friends are just that, online friends...and that you may never see what they look like, etc. (which is also pretty frightening...) But friends, to me, need to get to know each other, see what they like and dislike...actually communicate. Red flag #1- I seem to be a hypocrite as I never make the first move in socializing. That I never try to befriend others first. That everyone has to come to me because I'm scared and shy as fuck. Well...yeah...but then people are the same way. They can be shy and wait for the other person to make the move. It's pretty much a stand off.

But before I get off track, yes...I do have trouble believing in people who randomly call me "friend" because they have done nothing on their part to actually try to befriend me. Why should I be convinced that this one person, who has never spoken one word to me, is "a friend". Same goes for the other side. Why call me, someone who has been shy and having a majorly difficult time trusting in others, a "friend". I have done nothing to prove that either. I just appear to be insane, scared, and unworthy....especially unworthy.

Another issue I have are the people who unintentionally go back on their promises. This, I believe, is the most common flaw I see in everyone. Before you guys hate me and get angry at me...let me explain as mature as I can. Let's say that you somehow are able to gain my trust and boom! We are "friends" by some miracle. You make the promise that you'd be there for me for as long as time flows. I say, "What if that can't be done?" You reply, "That will never happen. I will never forget you, stop caring about you, and we'll be friends forever." And at first, you really do seem to stay true to your word for the first month or two. I may be a skeptic, but you seem to prove yourself. Then...suddenly, it becomes silent. Days, weeks, months, and even years can go by...and I am alone once again. I assume the worst and believe that they have forgotten, moved on, or just stopped caring...like I originally worried about. And then the cycle happens all over again with someone else. This happens so many times, that I seriously believe that this the fate of any friendships I have with anyone. This is one of the biggest reasons why I pull myself away from any of your help...because I fear it will all be in vain. This is why I really do have a hard time trusting anyone.

You can argue that this is my fault too. And you're right. I can't blame everyone who does this. Personal life does get in the way sometimes and I get it. But if you're just going to abandon me. eventually, why even bother trying to be my friend anyway? To me, it's something that I don't understand.

I guess then there's the other issue is that people seem to just give up...even after going through these issues I have talked about....just because I was too paranoid or having the worst time trusting them. Yes, I do say that I'm not worth it...but when people give up on me, they don't have the courage to say it to my face. That's bullshit! Just admit it! Speak the truth right at me. Say how terrible I am and that I deserve no one, etc, etc, etc. It's better than leaving me with nothing except the fears and negative thoughts I constantly have. At least you would be truthful, and that's always fine by me.

But yeah....other than that, nothing new here...Want to hear how much I suck? Read this: I am a MonsterLook what I have become. Look at the damage I have caused. Look at all the people I have hurt. Look at what I have done...
Fuck...I feel so horrible. I feel that I have gone too low to recover from.
I do not ask for forgiveness, because I don't deserve it anymore. I only ask that you understand what hell I am going through.
Obviously, you see me as an ungrateful, heartless, arrogant bitch. I see it too. I don't blame you for thinking that.
I bet saying sorry isn't going to cover for what I have done today. I was angry and let hate blind me when I wrote the "I don't fucking care" journal. I do care, I'm just too cowardly to admit I need help.
Look at everyone who is actually trying to help me...how selfish and cruel of me not to see what is going on. Perhaps it is genuine concern or just a ruse to get me to shut up. I can't tell anymore. My paranoia and depression has consumed me and my judgment is quite poor these days.
Say what you want about me. I really don't care about that. B


I'm nothing more than a big idiot according to all of you...not giving anyone a chance to trust you, etc. I'm just a stupid, depressed fuckhead...and you all know it.



  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Random music on my iPod
  • Reading: Dragons: The Myth, Legends & Lore
  • Watching: YouTube videos
  • Playing: Pokemon: White
  • Eating: Cheese Pizza
  • Drinking: Water

Journal History

Am I "filler" on your friend list? 

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29 deviants said No.
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3 deviants said Yes. (Then remove me. I am worthless to you.)
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3 deviants said No...but I don't remember actually trying to be friends with you... (remove me please...)

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Sketch-owl Featured By Owner 1 day ago  New Deviant Student Traditional Artist
Hi there! I noticed some of your drawings and looked to see only two comment each. So I wanted to tell you that I personally think that your dragon art deserves a lot more attention than just two comments. I appreciate those who take the time and effort to color in there art and works on it for who knows how long, and not get noticed. Just know that I like what your doing and encourage you to do more of your 'how to train your dragon' art style. (I also like how you do paws  :D (Big Grin) )
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FlygonPirate Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you kindly
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Sketch-owl Featured By Owner 1 day ago  New Deviant Student Traditional Artist
Ur welcome! ^^
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